In ten searingly honest letters, Chris Russell cuts to the heart of biblical, Christian truth for the world we live in today. 'Every birthday I wonder if the year to come will be my last, and I'm filled with a certain element of surprise that I am actually still alive. 'The letters that follow are the things I really want to say in the event of my death. Some are things I haven't dared to say, felt confident enough to say, or just not got around to. They are to particular individuals - some of them are close friends, some are people I vaguely know, a couple are to people I have never even met. 'I'd be interested to hear their replies.'