The life story of a woman who was abused as a small child. She was still too young to understand what was happening to her. The events were anchored in her subconscious. A few years later, it caught up with her in a bitter way. After recognizing it, she closed her heart. She was met by a great love with an even greater secret. She did not realize what it meant when a man said "I am a fetishist", what significance this word has in the lives of lovers. But she was to find out ...