Even If I Still Love Her
A True Story of Love, Loss, and Learning to Let Go
by James Ukwigize

In the hills of northern Rwanda, two souls meet?one, a seasoned supervisor carrying a quiet heartache; the other, a vibrant young woman with a radiant smile and a past full of scars. What begins as a workplace encounter unfolds into a deeply intimate love story between James and Malaïka?a story of fierce devotion, shared dreams, fragile bodies, and the quiet storms no one else sees.

From candlelit dinners and whispered vows to miscarriages, betrayal, and emotional distance, Even If I Still Love Her is a raw and honest memoir of a love that was beautiful... yet broken. It's about what we give, what we lose, and what we hold on to?even when it hurts.

This is not just a story about romance. It's a deeply human reflection on loyalty, mental health, unhealed wounds, and the painful power of letting go with love still in your chest.

If you've ever loved someone you had to walk away from, this book is for you.