I lay each night

holding the rope inside my mind

using darkness to push it aside

it is but one that ties me to life

it is but one that gives me the why

but still I feel the fibers of the rope

as it twists in my mind

I feel the coarseness against my throat

the tightening of my windpipe being closed

I feel the release and the letting go

but then I see the eyes of the one I will leave alone

so I fall asleep, I get up and I just go

Hello. I suppose this is the part where I tell you why you should really care about me because of who I am and not because what I wrote. Here it is:

Born: Montana 1977

Religion: Athiest

Arrested multipe time up to the age of 35 for everything from forging checks to possession of drugs.

Never Married. One child.

Graduated high school and Vatterott College. Attended Southwestern College but never completed.

Career: I am a computer jack of all trades.