She prayed. She stayed. She survived.

In Murder on My Mind, M. A. Harris breaks the silence surrounding abuse in the church with raw honesty and unwavering faith. From the pews to the pulpit, love to lies, wedding vows to whispered prayers for escape, this memoir chronicles the harrowing yet holy journey of a woman who refused to be buried by what was meant to break her.

If you've ever found yourself loving someone who hurt you, if you've ever cried out to God in secret pain, if you've ever wondered if you're allowed to leave and still be faithful, this book is for you.

Her story is your permission slip to get free, to heal, and to live again.