This is the raw, unfiltered account of a life lived under sustained pressure across multiple countries, systems, and institutions between 2001 and 2025.

Written as lived experience rather than theory, this book documents survival, retaliation, institutional failure, and the psychological toll of prolonged exposure to threat, isolation, and coercion. It does not offer self-help techniques or clinical instruction. It records events as they occurred, from the author's perspective, without sanitisation.

The narrative follows a chronological path through whistleblowing, displacement, systemic abuse, survival decision-making, and the long-term consequences of being forced to operate outside normal civilian frameworks. It explores how environments shape behaviour, how prolonged stress alters perception, and how survival instincts evolve when conventional protections fail.

This RAW edition contains material that may be confronting. It includes direct language, personal testimony, and descriptions of real-world psychological pressure. Names, locations, and events are presented as part of the historical record of the author's experience.

This book is intended for readers interested in lived psychology, institutional accountability, survival narratives, and autobiographical documentation. It is not a guide, not a manifesto, and not a fictionalised account.

This edition preserves the original tone and structure of the author's account, without content softening or narrative filtering.