In the quiet hours before dawn, soldiers rehearse the impossible, again and again, until muscle remembers what the mind would rather forget.

What begins with training in pine-choked fields becomes a journey that stretches across continents, stitched together by exhaustion, brotherhood, and the weight of choices waiting back home. Between the thundering engines of transport planes and the silence of unanswered phone calls, one Ranger learns that the hardest battles aren't always the ones fought with a rifle.

Equal parts raw and intimate, this story pulls the reader into the cadence of long marches, the hum of floodlights over an airfield, and the fragile conversations stolen in the margins of duty. It's about what soldiers carry, on their backs, in their hearts, and in the spaces between words they'll never say aloud.

Perfect for readers who crave military realism told with grit, honesty, and humanity, this novel isn't just about war. It's about the people who walk toward it, and the ones waiting for them when they come back, or don't.

Rowan is a lifelong enthusiast of American military history, with a particular focus on the men and women who have served on the front lines, rather than the armchair generals. His passion lies in understanding the experiences of those who did the actual fighting, exploring the personal stories of sacrifice, bravery, and hardship that have shaped the nation's history. From the Revolutionary War to modern-day conflicts, Rowan has spent years delving into the lives of soldiers and their contributions, always striving to honor their role in shaping America's identity.

In addition to his historical interests, Rowan is the proud father of two grown children, a son and a daughter. Fatherhood has been one of his greatest joys, and though his children are now adults, the bond he shares with them remains strong. His dedication to both his family and his studies reflects a deep respect for the values of resilience, sacrifice, and commitment?both in life and in the history he reveres.