I knew nothing about S&M until one day, out of sheer boredom, I started chatting with strangers on a dating app. Among the flood of crude messages, one stood out: a man politely asked if he could kiss my feet. Intrigued by his unusual request, I decided to keep talking to him. Curiosity got the better of me, and I agreed to meet him in person.

He was nothing like I expected?tall, handsome, polished, and a high-flying manager at a major company. Yet, at our very first meeting, he knelt before me and worshipped my feet. That moment sparked something in me. I was hooked, not just on him, but on the intoxicating power of dominating another. This is the story of how an unexpected encounter opened the door to a world I never imagined?and how I came to crave control.