Previously Published Summerhouse Publishing as "e;Breaking Bear,"e; May, 2011; Forever More Publishing as "e;Breaking Bear,"e; December, 2014. 2016 edition with 10,000 added words. Former soldier Johnny Redbear is a gay cowboy who has never been with another man. He kept his desires buried deep, married, had a family and lost everything when he came out. All he has left now are horses and hard work. A lightning strike, fire and death burn his already complicated world to white-hot ash. Johnny moves across country to escape his past-and maybe get a "e;do over."e; Too bad his post-traumatic stress disorder is riding shotgun. Then he meets a horse trainer named Sig. He finds it's time to saddle up and face the storm head-on. Will the next lightning strike put him asunder or spark life in the beast within?