"Jerry Stahl should either get the Pulitzer prize or be shot down in the street like a dog." -Anthony Bourdain

Fifty years of sex, drugs, show business, and bad behavior from the inimitable laureate of American excess, Jerry Stahl.

Long before descending into the underworld of addiction in Permanent Midnight-the memoir, and later film, that made him famous-Jerry Stahl had built a singular career reporting from America's psychic gutters and cultural sideshows. Ricocheting from porn sets, televangelists, undertaker conventions, recovery culture, and all manner of Hollywood grotesquerie, he fearlessly explored the darker territory of heroin, fatherhood, Jewish identity, and survival. Stahl's work has always been electric-but much of it had lain buried in the lost world of alt-weeklies and pre-internet magazines, decimated by the digital corporate ogre.

Now, in Gonzo Neurotic, Stahl brings together the New Journalism that shaped his singular voice, interlaced with his own wild-ass commentary on his youthful lunacy and catastrophic life choices. Spanning the 1970s to the 2020s, the book takes readers from the "wet heart of Pageantland" at the Miss America contest, to the twisted realms of post-nuclear cult erotica, to the TV show ALF, and to the extremes of midnight moviedom. Simultaneously, Stahl charts his own mental and physical struggles alongside profiles of such figures as Marlon Brando, Samuel L. Jackson, Benicio del Toro, and an enterprising brothel owner who opted for the professional name "Hillary." The result is a sharp, wickedly funny, and ultimately cathartic reckoning with a half-century of cultural and personal upheaval.

The range is the point. Stahl confesses to writing Cafe Flesh, the post-apocalyptic sex film that replaced Pink Flamingos on the midnight circuit; works out what Hugh Grant did for Divine; goes looking for Brando; sits down with Mickey Rourke, Bruce Jay Friedman, and the late pornographer-philosopher Marco Vassi; files a dispatch on his own hepatitis C diagnosis and what he calls the end of being hip; and reports from the singles trade, the sin trade, and the smart-drug boom. Fiction and screenwriting sit alongside the journalism-I, Fatty, Perv, Pain Killers, an episode of CSI-and the collection closes with "Mona's Gorilla Lounge," the first thing he ever published. Threaded through it is the running column O.G. Dad, written in his sixties about new fatherhood, which supplies the book its unlikely tenderness.

Award-winning novelist, journalist and screenwriter, Jerry Stahl is the author of eleven books, including the best-selling novel, I, Fatty, and the narcotic memoir, Permanent Midnight, made into a movie starring Ben Stiller. His most recent work, Nein, Nein, Nein!: One Man's Tale of Depression, Psychic Torment, and a Bus Tour of the Holocaust was included in Kirkus Reviews 100 Best Non-Fiction Books of 2022 and optioned by Robert Downey. His much-anthologized journalism and fiction have appeared in a variety of venues, including Esquire, The Believer, VICE, The New York Times, and the Pushcart Prize Anthology. Stahl has written an eclectic roster of TV and film-including multiple episodes of Maron, on the Sundance Channel, as well as ALF, Twin Peaks, the most-watched episode of CSI: Las Vegas and Showtime's Escape at Dannemora, for which he received an Emmy nomination. Film credits include HBO's Hemingway & Gellhorn, with Clive Owen and Nicole Kidman, which was nominated for a WGA award; Bad Boys 2, with Will Smith and Martin Lawrence; Urge, starring Pierce Brosnan; along with the cult classics Dr. Caligari and Café Flesh, co-written with the director Stephen Sayadian. Flesh replaced Pink Flamingoes on the midnight movie circuit and both films continue to play underground festivals in the US and Europe. Stahl has done teaching stints at Sylmar Juvenile Hall and San Quentin. Acting credits include Severance, David Lynch's Inland Empire and the indie film Gunshy, with Liam Neeson. A new novel, Bad Sex in the Afterlife, will be published by Arcade Books in early 2027. He is the father of two daughters, Stella and Nico, and is married to writer Zoe Hansen. A former heroin addict, over the years Stahl has worked a number of jobs, including dishwasher and bartender, in London, messenger in New York City, and, at 38 (not to brag), proud employee of a Phoenix, Arizona McDonalds.